“Is it possible to live a more peaceful and creative life on our planet? At a time when the state of the planet poses important questions, what is life worth to us? And what do we still consider sacred?” asks Renata Keller, a filmmaker based in Germany and Switzerland.
These questions inspired the director to meet the Indian mystic, philosopher and grassroots activist Vimala Thakar (1921–2009). It was an encounter that deeply inspired and changed Renata’s life. Almost twenty years later, she revisited the profound work of this fascinating woman in the context of our time and translated her urgent call for holistic thinking and action into a cinematic work of art.
The film In the Fire of Dancing Stillness – Reflections with Vimala Thakar portrays the remarkable life of an independent Indian woman who sensed the new potential for human coexistence by turning inwards to explore inner life.
Through Renata’s film, we meet a female spiritual seeker who went against accepted norms in the middle of the 20th century. Thakar studied the Vedas and Upanishads and learned Sanskrit. She struggled passionately to find her own linguistic expression to convey and communicate her heart’s desire for inner and outer peace. The film director takes us on an exploratory journey, where we first meet Vimala Thakar as a young woman.
Unimpressed by several marriage proposals, she joined Vinoba Bhave’s peaceful land reform movement in India. Along with hundreds of fellow campaigners, she walked across India on foot, convincing wealthy landowners to give away a part of their land to poor farmers so they could build independent lives. The Vinoba movement was, and still is, one of the few non-violent revolutions worldwide in which people gave away land for purely humane and heartfelt reasons, without being forced to do so by a powerful authority (from Renata’s website).
Vimala Thakar had to end her commitment to the movement following a car accident. Her subsequent meeting with the philosopher and author Jiddu Krishnamurti changed her life radically. She finally realised what had become clear to her over the years: that only inner work and a transformation of one’s own consciousness could counteract the violence and aggression within oneself and in the world. She decided to dedicate her life to following the inner path and was soon invited to Europe, South America and India, where she began giving lectures and seminars on inner transformation.
Renata says the film illuminates Vimala’s collaborative and creative ways of working and responding, and a more female and intuitive way of leadership. For over 30 years, Vimala travelled throughout India and the world, met thousands of people, and led hundreds of social worker camps in India. During Vimala’s lifetime, 92 books about her work were published in English, 29 in Marathi, 123 in Gujarati and 47 in Hindi. Her work was also translated into other European languages. This illustrates the spread of her influence across Asia, Europe and America. Nevertheless, she was very shy and, as she did not like fame or media attention, remained relatively unknown despite the volume of her work and activities.
“As we are faced with the great challenges of the 21st century, Vimala asks us to make our lives the expression of a new dynamic of human relationships, a new culture based on inner stillness. In view of a growing sense of meaninglessness in the globalised and technologised world that we have created, she encourages us to find strength in silence and contemplation. And now that civilisation is facing serious challenges, we are called to create and shape new forms of coexistence between people and nature,” says Renata.
The film is an invitation to go deep within and take a fresh look at ourselves and the world around us, with a renewed curiosity about life. In this contemplative space, the dominant stance of knowledge and thinking is questioned, and a non-verbal exploration of existence comes to the fore.
In this interview with CSP, Renata talks about her film and how Ayurveda saved her from burnout.
Was your first trip to India during the shooting of the film on Vimala Thakar – The Fire of Dancing Stillness?
No, I have travelled to India since the early nineties. I have been on a spiritual search since I was a teenager, and that first led me to Buddhism during my travels in Thailand, and then to India. After my visit to Mount Abu and meeting Vimala Thakar in 2001, I did not travel to India again until 2013, when I went to the Ayurvedic Healing Centre, Vaidyagrama.
The film In the Fire of Dancing Stillness is my first professional exchange with India. Since my first visits, India has always been within me, wherever I go. I hope I can take up more projects there, and I would like to learn so much more about the ancient wisdom of India.
What inspired you to make The Fire of Dancing Stillness? It seems to be different in its conceptualisation from your other films.
I actually think there is a continuation through all my films, even though it may appear differently. I am interested in questions about how life works and how we can find solutions to difficult social, spiritual or ecological problems. I am also fascinated by heroic women who have paved important paths in life and society (like Gerda Lerner), and by how they have managed to find their way and develop their creative thinking within a predominantly (still) patriarchal society.
The film I made on the healing relationship between plants and human beings (www.echteheilung.ch) was driven by an urge to show the beauty of nature and its incredibly miraculous ways of interacting with us humans.
With Gerda Lerner, as with Vimala Thakar, it was a calling to make the film; it was not a decision. I had met Vimala Thakar for only three days in 2001, and that meeting had a profound impact on me. Her presence was so humble and yet so powerful at the same time. I always kept some of her books with me on my travels or next to my bedside table after that visit, and I was, and still am, inspired every time I open them. I was also deeply inspired by the way she lived, the profound integrity and dignity she embodied, and how she cared for humans, animals and nature as a whole.
In the beginning, when I started to feel the calling to make the film, it seemed like an impossible task, as I did not know anyone who had spent a longer time with her, nor did I have any material, such as photographs or video footage, about her. But people and things appeared along the way, as did confirmations that I should make this film. I wanted to present her in her authenticity and modesty, which is not very easy through the medium of film. But I tried to incorporate her deep love for silence and space in the film, as well as her Indian and Vedic roots. As a result, the film became more experimental than a classic documentary.
Vimala ji spoke about creativity and divinity. How do these concepts operate in your work?
Vimala Thakar’s views on life are very profound. Her foundational perspective on life is that everything is sacred, that every moment in our lives can be sacred and that, if we are truly in touch with that fact, we can also act from that deep source that allows us to act creatively and freely. For that, we also want to be in love with stillness and silence, because there, the original order of things comes close to us, and we can feel a profound unity with life.
I try to work on every project with that attitude, and I also need time to dive into this silence, to drink – so to speak – from the fountain of creativity, which is stillness. A sense of beauty and aesthetics is also an important factor. Beauty, especially beauty in nature, needs to be recognised in its sacredness, its wonder and its unknown source. We can be truly humbled when we look at a flower, a tree or a beautiful landscape because we come into contact with the hidden laws of the cosmos. And we simply do not know who is behind this beauty; it is beyond us. We are not the creators.
The sense of self-importance that we carry, quite unconsciously, as human beings vanishes in those moments, as we see that there is an implicit order to life that we are usually unaware of because we perceive life in such fragmentary ways. I try to deepen my understanding of all these insights day by day, moment by moment, and am always confronted with the grossness of being a human being. I guess this is why we have to evolve really fast, so that our actions come from a place of wholeness rather than fragmentation, and we find a way to live with all creation in collaborative rather than destructive ways.
How did you come to Ayurveda? Have you filmed anything at Vaidyagrama?
In 2013, I was very close to what we call in the West “burnout”. But I did not want to enter the Western medical system because I did not trust how they would respond to my exhaustion. I did not want to be psychologised. I knew I was physically and mentally exhausted because I had gone through a very intense period in my life, both in my work and in my relationships with friends, as well as through deep inner spiritual changes.
So I looked it up on the Internet, without knowing anything about Ayurveda. But it was actually a good friend who was travelling in India who recommended Vaidyagrama to me. It had been open for only about two years at that time. I was longing to be in a warm, loving environment, with a non-problem-oriented approach to healing. Although I had received acupuncture treatments in the past and have great respect for the Chinese healing system, I felt that this approach would be too sterile. I had heard that Ayurveda involved the application of warm oils during massages, and just the thought of it made me feel better.
So I was really innocent when I decided to go to Vaidyagrama, and I did not know what was going to happen once I entered the place. But I will never forget the friendly and warm welcome I received from everyone, especially the doctors and therapists, on my first day. I soon became good friends with Dr. Ramkumar, after having some important and profound conversations with him about the state of the world and the influence of Ayurvedic approaches in our times. I then invited him to come to Berlin the following year to present Ayurvedic thinking at one of my Salons.
I always have my little camera with me when I travel, and I took it with me to Vaidyagrama as well. So I always film things that happen in front of me…
Ayurveda and Yoga are very popular in Europe. How do you describe the difference between those offerings and Vaidyagrama?
I feel very lucky that I discovered Vaidyagrama (www.vaidyagrama.com; www.punarnava.org) before going to any other places. I truly like its serious approach to health and the way the doctors and therapists treat their patients, as well as the sense of community between patients and workers. I think it is unique. I also appreciated the morning and evening prayers, especially the fact that the doctors led the chants. It made me look at the art of healing in a profoundly different way.
This approach, in which the doctors REALLY care about your health and are so concerned about your healing, is radical. It is something that is totally absent from our materialistic and capitalist healthcare system in the West.
I cannot say much about European offerings of Ayurveda, as I have not experienced any of them, although I have great respect for people who want to bring Ayurvedic philosophies to the West. But I did not want to dilute my experience at Vaidyagrama with a more superficial approach.
Do you think that documenting Ayurveda through films can create awareness in the West?
Yes, I think so, for sure. There are some documentaries on Ayurveda. I have not yet found a film that presents the deep and ancient wisdom of Ayurveda in an authentic way and conveys its complex wisdom. Often, Ayurveda in the West is still seen as a kind of expensive wellness treatment.
How do you think strong women can change the course of history, as seen in the lives of the two women you have documented?
As women, we did not learn about our own history. We did not learn about our heroines of the past, as they did not even enter the history books. I don’t know how it is in India, but in the West, history classes are all about important wars, conquerors, colonial powers and powerful landlords, beginning with the Romans and Greeks and continuing right into present-day history and politics. There are rare historians who write about the history of human beings and, especially, the welfare of women. Where were the women when the men went to war? What did they do?
Women often made sure that society continued to function while men were prone to destruction and death in the name of saving their own country. We have to question, by the way, this crazy way of thinking and contemplate a future in which wars simply do not happen anymore, as we have seen their futility.
The field of women’s history, which Gerda Lerner pioneered, has changed thousands of women’s lives. Knowing that we have a history, that other strong women existed in the past and that they struggled with similar things to those we struggle with today, while independently innovating new ways of thinking in science, art and other fields of life, is inspiring. It gives us roots and a backbone, an inner support.
Both Vimala Thakar and Gerda Lerner were very independent thinkers who encouraged women to think for themselves and to free themselves from the patriarchal structures in which they were embedded. We need women like this to give us strength and faith so that we can find our own voices and change social structures that do not support human and natural life, creating more holistic lifestyles.
I know that my life has changed deeply after learning so much about these two women and many others who were influential. I also know of many women who made very different decisions in their lives after watching films about these women. We have to give each other courage and faith. When one woman does that, it is incredibly encouraging and can lead another woman to take new directions.
Have you found that there are many misconceptions about India outside its shores?
I think it is always easy to interpret another country based on what we read in the papers or hear through hearsay, and especially through the (superior) lens of our own culture. Also, if we do not understand another culture well in terms of its traditional and political structures, we misunderstand a lot of what is going on.
I have often met people who had strong views about India, believing that it is chaotic and poor and that women are treated very badly. All of this has a big grain of truth in it. But the criticism is often taken out of context or focused insistently on a particular point. The deeper currents that hold a society together are often dismissed. The social construct is SO different from that in the West.
In India, there is no official healthcare system, but people are ready to help each other and are very creative in finding solutions. As a foreigner, it is sometimes very hard to see how a society works in such different ways. The universal qualities of friendliness, care and social cohesion are still very profound in India, and I am again and again filled with admiration for how they work.
I also feel that, because India has had such a deep connection with the spiritual dimension of life for millennia, it has a responsibility to the world. It is the soul of our planet, and it needs to take its place in this regard.
To be so tempted by money, materialism and fame is going to be destructive for India. India also needs to enhance its rural areas again, support small farming systems and give the poor a chance to create small businesses. Otherwise, India will have megacities without rural support. I think there is great potential for India to flourish through a kind of traditional modesty and a very smart way of organising itself.
India has always been amazing at gathering the masses for important causes, as the Gandhi movement and the Vinoba movement showed, or as the recent mass tree-planting sessions in many places have demonstrated. Even now, during the Corona times, Indians are very inventive. There is a deep intelligence in the Indian soul, reflected in the Ayurvedic sciences and Vedic traditions, that needs to be believed in and taken up again, especially by young people.
How can you connect Vertical Impulse to your practice of Yoga and Ayurveda?
One of the first things I learnt through Ayurveda is that silence is the best healer for an exhausted body. Yoga teaches me to move in slow, precise movements, respecting the limitations of my body. Both are metaphors for life and work.
Vimala says, “Every act of living is an act of worship.” For me, when I founded Vertical Impulse, it was a moment when I knew I was no longer going to distinguish “work” from “life”, but that I was going to follow my longing for wholeness. So, 16 years later, I can say that I “live” as much as I can according to what I have learnt. Again, to quote Vimala, she says, “Life is a Teacher.” So every moment is a moment of discovery and a moment to act out of wholeness.
(After completing her master’s degree in Applied Imagination at the University of Arts in 2006, Renata Keller went on to study documentary filmmaking in London. Renata’s lifelong pursuit of philosophical and spiritual questions, along with her interest in women’s development, led her to Gerda Lerner’s work and inspired the creation of Why Women Need to Climb Mountains (2016). In the film True Healing Arises in Freedom (2019), she accompanies the biochemist Dr. Roger Kalbermatten in his research into the nature of healing plants and their relationship with humans. Her work can be viewed at www.verticalimpulse.com, www.inthefireofdancingstillness.com, and www.echteheilung.ch/en.)








